March 2012
my bf & i recently broke up and in the beginning i was really upset & i cried but now that ive thought about i realize that its whats best for him and i. We were good friends before but its hard to be friends after everything we’ve been through. its hard to look at him & not be able to kiss him & tell him how much i love him. I know this wont be easy to get over him but im ready to be single & to do my own thing. I think i’v needed it for awhile so I’m just gonna have fun & see how things go from here ((:
When did you & i grow so far apart ?
You use to be my best friend & the guy who stole my heart.
I wish i could fix everything that went wrong,
but i don’t know where i’d start in the 4 months we went “strong.”
We’re just two different people that tried to make it work,
but in the end we lost the spark, we lost our quirk.
I don’t think things between us will ever be the same,
and now that i think about it, it was just another game.
I don’t want you to hate me when i tell you how i feel,
and i don’t wanna hurt you, but i don’t feel like this is real.
Let me tell you that i don’t regret a thing i ever did,
but i’m tired of playing games, i’m done being a kid.